I shall elaborate a little on yesterday's string of events since boredom is killing me currently.
After writing period, I felt my chair vibrating. I was wondering who the hell messaged me at that time. Lol, it was Dennis. He saw the note I left on his book. Haha.
During recess, when Shayne smack a slice of cake on John's face, I was expecting a commotion, but nothing happened! Such a letdown. Caution, the next 3\6's birthday boy. Okay, supposingly Xuanjie, since his birthday happens to be today. The next guy shall be Irfan Hakim, 7 May, months down the road, still. A pity.
This is really a shame, but I flunk all my class tests so far! Argh, how could I?! A huge disappointment !
Amanda, Anne and I headed for central right after lessons. Along the corridor, Jonathan seemed agitated with Shayne and pushed him hard. Timothy patted Jonathan's back to cool him down. That incident seriously shocked me somehow. But they went to central together still, a relief.
Saw Junming, Dennison and Alex at a coffeshop. On the route back to school, Jonathan asked where am I, I saw them behind, but he couldn't see me. That is the result of not wearing glasses.
I managed to complete both Physics and Chemistry paper within an hour. Much beyond my expectation though. It seems pretty easy, but hopefully it won't turn out for the worst.
Zameerul and Siska walked me home, haha. I'm like out of place. Lol. But thanks anyway, my horny banana!
Took a cab with my dad, Aunty Kim and my brother to Marina Square, initially. But there was a serious jam and my ailment came up to me. I felt nauseous and as I was sitting in the front seat, the scorching sun was directly facing me. Feeling pretty bad. After an hour, we were still stuck at Geylang\ Paya Lebar\ Eunos. I made my dad to get the driver to halt at the nearest train station, and he did. I'm such a weakling. A 20bucks trip to Eunos for an hour. What a joke. Lol.
Dined at Marina Square. Shopped around but only managed to get a shirt for my brother. Can't stand my dad. So fickle till I can't get my stuff. Grrr..
3\6 guys! All those jokers make my day! Lol. Always coming out with wacky jokes and comments that will send me tumbling down the earth. Fun fun!
Everyday, as dusk falls on me, I fear the night.
A sense of emptiness awaits for my arrival.
My mind starts to wonder, lingering into the past.
Far stretched to 17 September 2005.
Those memories are etched in my heart.
Those memories were enriched with our love, protected by our minds.
Till now, they are still revolving around me.
I refrain myself from having my thoughts running wild.
How naive of us, to have the same mature sentiments once.
Something we can never fufil now.
It is hurtful, I have to endure.
My heart is aching, beyond my control.
I love you, I shouldn't have.
I try to refrain myself from having a second look at you. But I can't. Like I've said, those mesmerizing eyes of yours is something no one can ever resist. Even without your appearance in front of me, almost everything in my sight triggers all those memories we owned. I detest that. A minute of smile and a minute of frown.
I understood, why adults forbid us to engage ourselves in relationships. Us, at this age, I admit, are still not mature enough to handle relationships and our emotions during and after each obstacle and setback. Adults will try to salvage once their relationship turns sour, but we will usually just give them up once our relationship becomes shaky. That is why, I reckon, relationships at our age rarely would last.
A sudden craze in Listen by Beyonce. This is insane.
I am missing.. I will tell one of you that I'm missing. I once told one of you that I missed. I have yet to tell one of you that I'm missing since. I won't get to tell one of you that I miss.
I missed you. I am missing you. I miss you. I seriously am. You miss her, he misses her. This is killing me brutally.
I have told you everything I wanted to tell you. But I have yet to fufil some of my promises. Despite the countless times we have went out together, we have yet to go on a date you once yearned. Again, it was my foolish decision. I guess, you were the mature one, I wasn't.
To someone out there..
After writing period, I felt my chair vibrating. I was wondering who the hell messaged me at that time. Lol, it was Dennis. He saw the note I left on his book. Haha.
During recess, when Shayne smack a slice of cake on John's face, I was expecting a commotion, but nothing happened! Such a letdown. Caution, the next 3\6's birthday boy. Okay, supposingly Xuanjie, since his birthday happens to be today. The next guy shall be Irfan Hakim, 7 May, months down the road, still. A pity.
This is really a shame, but I flunk all my class tests so far! Argh, how could I?! A huge disappointment !
Amanda, Anne and I headed for central right after lessons. Along the corridor, Jonathan seemed agitated with Shayne and pushed him hard. Timothy patted Jonathan's back to cool him down. That incident seriously shocked me somehow. But they went to central together still, a relief.
Saw Junming, Dennison and Alex at a coffeshop. On the route back to school, Jonathan asked where am I, I saw them behind, but he couldn't see me. That is the result of not wearing glasses.
I managed to complete both Physics and Chemistry paper within an hour. Much beyond my expectation though. It seems pretty easy, but hopefully it won't turn out for the worst.
Zameerul and Siska walked me home, haha. I'm like out of place. Lol. But thanks anyway, my horny banana!
Took a cab with my dad, Aunty Kim and my brother to Marina Square, initially. But there was a serious jam and my ailment came up to me. I felt nauseous and as I was sitting in the front seat, the scorching sun was directly facing me. Feeling pretty bad. After an hour, we were still stuck at Geylang\ Paya Lebar\ Eunos. I made my dad to get the driver to halt at the nearest train station, and he did. I'm such a weakling. A 20bucks trip to Eunos for an hour. What a joke. Lol.
Dined at Marina Square. Shopped around but only managed to get a shirt for my brother. Can't stand my dad. So fickle till I can't get my stuff. Grrr..
3\6 guys! All those jokers make my day! Lol. Always coming out with wacky jokes and comments that will send me tumbling down the earth. Fun fun!
Everyday, as dusk falls on me, I fear the night.
A sense of emptiness awaits for my arrival.
My mind starts to wonder, lingering into the past.
Far stretched to 17 September 2005.
Those memories are etched in my heart.
Those memories were enriched with our love, protected by our minds.
Till now, they are still revolving around me.
I refrain myself from having my thoughts running wild.
How naive of us, to have the same mature sentiments once.
Something we can never fufil now.
It is hurtful, I have to endure.
My heart is aching, beyond my control.
I love you, I shouldn't have.
I try to refrain myself from having a second look at you. But I can't. Like I've said, those mesmerizing eyes of yours is something no one can ever resist. Even without your appearance in front of me, almost everything in my sight triggers all those memories we owned. I detest that. A minute of smile and a minute of frown.
I understood, why adults forbid us to engage ourselves in relationships. Us, at this age, I admit, are still not mature enough to handle relationships and our emotions during and after each obstacle and setback. Adults will try to salvage once their relationship turns sour, but we will usually just give them up once our relationship becomes shaky. That is why, I reckon, relationships at our age rarely would last.
A sudden craze in Listen by Beyonce. This is insane.
I am missing.. I will tell one of you that I'm missing. I once told one of you that I missed. I have yet to tell one of you that I'm missing since. I won't get to tell one of you that I miss.
I missed you. I am missing you. I miss you. I seriously am. You miss her, he misses her. This is killing me brutally.
I have told you everything I wanted to tell you. But I have yet to fufil some of my promises. Despite the countless times we have went out together, we have yet to go on a date you once yearned. Again, it was my foolish decision. I guess, you were the mature one, I wasn't.
To someone out there..
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